Promise with God

I will have words with God tonight that I will forever share Zoe's journey should his will allow for Zoe to be ok.  I also will vow to be highly involved with the Congenital Heart Defects Organization and/or Heterotaxy Syndrome Organization (if she has it).  I think the world needs to realize how common and how life threatening heart defects are.   And if my blog can help any other parents out there finding out their little one has similar defects as hers, then I feel like I have done my job.  This has been very therapeutic for me, but also serves as a diary of Zoe's life, even before she has graced this earth. 


So far, I think Mike and I have conveyed Zoe's journey fairly well.  We just have no idea whats in store for us in the next few days and/or weeks before she's actually here.  Then the next battle begins: surgery and finding out the conclusive results of her defects and/or organ failures.


So God, thank you for listening to all our friends and family's prayers, and to everyone else out there who has said a prayer for sweet little Zoe.  I truly believe with the power of prayer, we've received alot more positive news within the last 2 months.  So I only hope it continues.  


Thank you all for your wonderful and beautiful outreach to us.  I'm in the home stretch, at most I have 3 weeks left if she doesn't arrive on her own before hand.  


I feel like Zoe has been a fighter since day 1.  Showing all these problems and still fighting to stay inside, just isn't the norm.  Most babies with her problems are already delivered.  She's surprisingly gaining ALOT of weight considering her bowl obstruction.  Maybe Zoe will be someone powerful in her future.  Who knows, but I'm just glad she's my daughter.  She has shown me so much strength.  And she has no idea how much love her father and I have for her.